I guess we all have one - a battlefield
My battlefield, struggle is with my inner emotions
I cling and dig into so many harmful habits
In an effort to run away from my painful emotions
My pain at losing people early in life
My pain at not understanding God's form of justice
My pain at thinking and pondering and working to make things right - when they are not capable of being fixed by me.
So in my struggle - I often eat. I look for comfort.
I look to feel good for a fraction of a moment
I have added my sensuality to the sensation of chewing
And, it is still not right.
How can I get through this without causing further damaged to me.
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